Seeing My Suffering Differently

Job knew God before his calamities, but he saw God in the midst of them. He said, “I had heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you” (Job 42:5). Moses spoke to God face to face in the wilderness, and those conversations literally transformed him. His face was radiant — so radiant that he wore a veil afterward. Everyone knew he’d been talking to God (Exodus 34:29–35). We too are radiant when we look to God in our struggles (Psalm 34:5), and we are transformed as well. This is the stunning outcome of living in the wilderness with God: we know him better, we may see and savor him more deeply, and ultimately we are transformed into his image (2 Corinthians 3:18).

If you’re discouraged in the wilderness, desperate to escape, know that many saints before you have felt that way too. Confess your disappointments to God as you wrestle with him in prayer. Pay attention to signs of God’s love, and keep talking to him. Trust that he is doing a deep work in your life, and ask him to show you his presence and provision.

And when you do, perhaps your perspective will change. Perhaps you’ll discover that dependence truly is the promised land, because God has become even more precious to you.

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Could I Really Trust God?

When I was diagnosed with post-polio syndrome, the doctors said that my body would continue to weaken and perhaps leave me a quadriplegic. That meant a life of complete dependence on others. And when my husband left me several years later, I would often wake up in the middle of the night, terrified. I played out my worst-case scenarios. Who will care for me as my body fails? Will everyone abandon me? What if my physical decline happens faster than I thought? The questions haunted me. Could I fully trust God with all I needed?

The nights were long and lonely, and the long and lingering tail of suffering was wearing me down. Yet I knew that I needed to keep coming back to God, so I poured out my questions and pain to him night after night. I confessed that I felt let down by him. That I wanted more than he was providing. That I longed for certainty more than I longed for his presence.

It was through this honest wrestling that God met me. I realized that though the future felt uncertain to me, it was fully known to him. I no longer felt deserted by God in the wilderness, but instead began to feel his presence more intensely. I noticed signs of his love that I’d once overlooked. He was loving me when I asked for peace, and it flooded over me. He was loving me when I felt depressed, and a friend called unexpectedly. He was loving me when I opened the Bible, and it came alive to me. God was showing me his extravagant love in countless ways. I just needed to pay attention.

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Unlikely Promised Land

In Trusting God in the Wilderness, Ted Wueste offers an invaluable perspective on God’s provision:

On a foundational level, God always provides what is truly needed to live a life of dependence. Let that sink in for a moment. . . . How often do our ideas of provision have more to do with living in such a way that we are independent and self-sufficient as opposed to vulnerable or dependent upon God? (29)

Wueste goes on to say,

God doesn’t leave us to fend for ourselves. We may feel alone but we aren’t. He is leading us somewhere. . . . The journey is about deepening our dependence on him. Why? Because dependence is the promised land. Hear that clearly. A life of dependence is the truest, most real hope in our lives. Our hope is in him, not some location outside of difficulty.

Wueste’s celebration of dependence may seem startling to you. It was to me. I never thought of dependence as the promised land, that depending on God for everything was my truest hope. My ideal provision is being self-sufficient, with God as a solid backup plan in case my plans go awry. Literal daily dependence sounds unsettling at best and frightening at worst.

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Worn Down by Distress

We see this pattern in Scripture. Job was a righteous man who responded with faith and trust the day everything was taken away. He worshiped God and recognized that God alone could give and take away. Even when his body was covered with sores, Job leaned on God. But after sitting in agony in the dirt, day after day, Job couldn’t maintain his worshipful demeanor. He lamented to everyone, wondering why God hadn’t rescued him yet. The long and lingering tail of suffering was wearing him down.

Similarly, God delivered the Israelites from slavery, but they grew discouraged in the heart of the wilderness. They wondered why God had brought them there and longed for the life they once had. Even though they had been slaves, at least their lives had been more certain then. The long and lingering tail of suffering was wearing them down.

God kept providing for the Israelites, but like many of us, they didn’t appreciate his provision. As Nehemiah acknowledged to God,

You in your great mercies did not forsake them in the wilderness. The pillar of cloud to lead them in the way did not depart from them by day, nor the pillar of fire by night to light for them the way by which they should go. You gave your good Spirit to instruct them and did not withhold your manna from their mouth and gave them water for their thirst. Forty years you sustained them in the wilderness, and they lacked nothing. Their clothes did not wear out and their feet did not swell. (Nehemiah 9:19–21)

God was offering his children sustaining grace, but sustenance wasn’t what they wanted.

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Wilderness of Bewilderment

After my son died, I felt God carrying me as friends surrounded me. I declared boldly at his funeral that God never makes a mistake (and I firmly believe those words). But months later, walking past an empty room and reliving the events of Paul’s last days, I spiraled downward. Could I have prevented this? Why didn’t God save him? Why doesn’t God protect his people who’ve been faithful?

The God who once felt breathtakingly near now felt miles away. Reality had settled in, and I was left feeling lost and lonely. I wondered what happened to the hope and faith that had characterized those early days.

This stage of unsettledness has occurred after every major crisis I’ve been through. Maybe you can relate to that bewilderment. Waking up every morning without the one you love. Realizing that doctors’ appointments, physical pain, and emotional distress will be part of life going forward. Adjusting to a life of limitation without the rush of support you once had. These can all be part of the long and lingering tail of suffering.

We realize we’ve gone farther into the wilderness. One meal from an angel isn’t enough. We need food for an indefinite time. We want to get out, to move past all the pain, but somehow we can’t figure out how to escape. Every route we take is a dead end. We are tired of dependence and want to return to a place of security and comfort.

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The weapon of praise

Praise is related to God’s greatness or awesomeness. Praise is a very powerful tool for God’s supernatural intervention. Three things happen when we praise God.

The children of Israel sang in Exodus 15: 11, “Who is like You among gods, O Lord? Who is like you, majestic in holiness, Awesome in praises, working wonders?”

“Awesomeness in praise” reveals how great our God is. He alone is worthy of all our praise. To Him belongs all the praise. Only our God can be praised and none other.

1. Praise silences Satan:

Satan’s main activity is accusations against God’s children. He is full time into accusing the children of God. He does this to push us to a place of guilt and shame.

Revelations 12:10 says, “And I heard a loud voice in heaven, saying, Now the salvation, and the power, and the kingdom of our God and the authority of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren has been thrown down, who accuses them before our God day and night”.

Jesus was performing miracles in the temple when the children cried “Hosannah”. The chief priest and the scribes objected that. Jesus quoted the scripture as in Psalm 8:2, “ Out of the mouth of infants and nursing babes, You have ordained strength, Because of your enemies, that You may silence the enemy and the avenger”.

2. Praise strengths God’s children:

In Matthew 21:15,16, God’s word declares, “But when the chief priests and the scribes saw the wonderful things that He had done, and the children who were crying out in the temple and saying, “Hosanna to the Son of David,” they became indignant, and said to Him, “Do You hear what these are saying?” And Jesus said to them, “Yes; have you never read, “Out of the mouth of infants and nursing babes Thou has prepared praise for Thyself?”

Notice the word “Out of the mouth”. The mouth is the primary channel for releasing our spiritual weapons against Satan’s kingdom. Secondly, this verse speaks of infants and babes. This means those who have no natural strength of their own, who much rely on God’s strength. Jesus refers to the people who do not have natural strength of their own when He said babes and not necessarily those who are new born in the natural.

Here we see that God has provided His people strength to deal with this entire kingdom. Jesus was out in the temple and the little children were shouting, “Hosannah!” Jesus was quoting the scripture as in Psalm 8:2, “At that time Jesus answered and said, “Out of the mouth of infants and nursing babes you have established strength”.

3. Praise releases power:

When God’s children use their mouth effectively, there is no way out for the enemy. Praise literally binds the enemy. In other words, the party that uses the mouth effectively wins the war. If God’s people keep silent, they cannot win. When they begin to praise, the enemy has to keep quite.

Psalm 149:6-9 says, “ May the praise of God be in their mouths and a double edged sword in their hands, to inflict vengeance on the nations and punishment on the peoples, to bind their kings with fetters, their nobles with shackles of iron, to carry out the sentence written against them. This is the glory of all his saints”.

These verses sounded so promising to me when I read this. This speaks of God’s saints and what they can do through praise. That praise should be accompanied by a two-edged sword. It means praise should be coupled with God’s word.

We have the authority committed to us, through God’s word and through the weapon of praise, to administer God’s written judgment on angels, rulers, kings, peoples and nations. That implies a great amount of power and authority. Isn’t that awesome! Praise God. Thank you Jesus for the authority you have given us as your children!

May the Lord help us to be people of praise always in Jesus’ name. Amen.

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The Long and Lingering Tail of Suffering

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Surviving a crisis is more than making it through the first day of disaster.

That initial day is often a blur. We operate on autopilot, numb to what’s happened. Our stomachs twist into ever-tightening knots as we try to make sense of the unthinkable.

We may lean into God for strength to survive the next moment, and he shows up in unmistakable ways. God feels close, friendships feel intimate, help is all around. We trust God with the future since we can’t think beyond today.

This experience is like being suddenly thrown into the wilderness with nothing but the clothes we are wearing. We are disoriented and don’t know our way around or how to survive. So we call out to God, who sends angels to feed us, as he did for Elijah (1 Kings 19:4–8). He strengthens us when we want to give up. He knows that we’re exhausted.

This is utter dependence on God. Somehow we are enduring because God is sustaining. Whether we’re kneeling or prostrate or curled up in a ball, we recognize our hopelessness before God. Moment by moment, we see our need for him.

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Prayers to Break Curses in Your Life

1.Father, I thank You for delivering me and my family from the curses of the law in Jesus Christ name.

2. I curse every curse in my life in Jesus Christ name.

3. Every curse hanging on my family tree be destroyed now in Jesus Christ name.

4. Every curse of witchcraft targeted on my family be destroyed now in Jesus Christ name.

5. Every curse of bondage in my family break now in Jesus Christ name.

6. Every self-inflicted curse in my family break now in Jesus Christ name.

7. Every cycle of untimely death in my family break now in Jesus Christ name.

8. I renounce every curse spoken against my family members, knowingly and unknowingly in Jesus Christ name.

9. I renounce all unholy covenant which my ancestors made on my behalf in Jesus Christ name.

10. I release my family from every form of collective captivity in Jesus Christ name.

Click here to see more prayers to break generational curses in your Life. God bless you.

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How To Be Free From All Curses

Curses are real, don’t let anyone fool you, A lot of people are suffering today from all forms of calamity as a result of curses upon there life. This curse has become a stronghold in their life. For instance, there are some family where barrenness is common, from generation to generation, there is always some members of that family that suffer from barrenness. Some other families, they don’t get married, they only give birth at home, some is untimely death, while some its poverty and struggling. All this are effects of evil pronouncements in the lives of people.
The good news is this, every curse can be broken, and anyone under a curse can be set free by the finger of God. Now let’s look at some steps to breaking free from all forms of curses.

1. Salvation :

1 John 5:4: “For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.”

Salvation is the first step to overcoming curses. Every child of God is born of God, and everyone that is born of God cannot be under a curse. The bible calls you a New creation, old things including all curses are passed away forever. If you are struggling to break curses and evil patterns in your life, then you must give your heart to Christ or rededicate your life to Christ. The moment you confess and accept Jesus Christ into your life, you shall be set free from the devil in Jesus Christ name. To give your heart to Christ today, say the prayers for salvation below:

LORD JESUS CHRIST,
I ACCEPT YOU INTO MY LIFE,
I BELIEVE YOU DIED FOR MY SINS,
AND ON THE THIRD DAY YOU ROSE
FROM THE DEAD FOR MY JUSTIFICATION,
COME INTO MY HEART JESUS CHRIST,
AND SAVE ME TODAY,
THANK YOU, JESUS CHRIST, FOR SAVING ME AMEN.

2. Be A Student Of The Word:

1 Peter 2:2: As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby

Now that you are saved, you need to be a student of the word to know who you are in Christ. The word of God is light, it opens your eyes to see what you need to do to overcome the devil. When the devil tempted Jesus Christ in the wilderness, He overcame the devil by the word. The Word of God carries the Spirit of God, John 6:63. When you are full of Gods word, you are full of God Himself. To break free from all curses, you must be a word filled child of God. The word of God in you scatters every curse speaking in your life.

3. Fasting And Prayers:

Matthew 17:21: Howbeit this kind goeth not out but by prayer and fasting.

Fasting and prayers is a spiritual tool to generate the power of God inside of you. The devil will not leave you without a fight, yes you are born again, you are no longer his victim, but the devil will still come after you to attack you. He will still send evil arrows of curses against you to bring you down, that is why you must be on fire through the platform of fasting and prayers. No fly can come near a hot stove, in the same way no devil can curse a hot Christian. When your Christian life is on fire, you cannot be harmed by the devil, and fasting and prayers keep your Christian life on fire.

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